About Me
From Lost to Searching, and Finally—Becoming
My name is Keith Sinclair, and if you've ever felt like you didn't quite fit in - like the world was spinning but you weren't sure where you belonged - you're not alone.
I was adopted and raised in New Mexico by a middle-class Christian family, a place where most people stay their whole lives and few are encouraged to look beyond the horizon. The education system is considerably below average, the worldview limited. In a state where international exploration is rarely discussed, it's a surprise to end up on the journey I'm on now. I always felt like the outcast.
I was bullied consistently. For how I looked, for how I thought, for simply not fitting in. My core memories of my youth and early adolescence aren't filled with freedom or lightness; they're full of tension, of learning how to hide parts of myself just to make it through the day. That kind of alienation doesn't just hurt, it shapes you.
I knew that I wasn't going to find my answers by staying where I was. So I left. I earned an academic scholarship and moved across the country to a university in Miami, chasing a new identity, a fresh start.
The inner restlessness followed me. I worked hard, made connections, and even launched an education business (which I ran until 2024). My spring breaks were dedicated to trips in search of a deeper self, where my adventurous spirit could run free. I funded these trips with basic service jobs, starting with a job at the Zoo in Albuquerque, NM when I was 15, continuing with other roles all the way through university.
The deeper questions remained. Who am I, really? What am I meant to create? How do I turn all this pain, difference, and drive into something meaningful?
So I started searching. Not for approval. Not for validation. But for truth.
This search hasn't been a linear path, devoid of obstacles. It's been a story of patience, really.
I didn't leave the country for the first time until 20 years old, self-funded.
I spent the immediate years after university working, at minimum, 12 hour days between my finance job and education business. This led to being seriously overweight, with terrible habits, but I accepted that life came in phases.
I didn't run my first half-marathon until 27 years old, primarily because I didn't have a good sense of what it meant to actually be healthy until 25 or 26.
I've struggled to find and maintain deep friendships. I have dealt with an ever-lingering sense of mental strife related to this.
The important truth I have discovered in the process of all this is that it's worth searching for your highest self. By doing so, you satisfy yourself in the present while also serving your future self. This search can come in waves, in phases, at times lacking any semblance of balance. The important part is you align your life with that conceptual higher self.
Sinclair's Search
This isn't just a brand. It's my life's rhythm - my mission to help others like me who feel just a little out of step with the world around them. My self-mastery sanctuaries are the extension of that mission. A place for people to strip away the noise, the comparison, and connect with their higher self.
I've built businesses. I've achieved a light form of financial independence. I've taken my muscle car across borders and through continents. But what matters most is what I've built internally - resilience, compassion, and relentless curiosity.
I'm not here to sell you perfection. I'm here to offer you a space - one that challenges you, stretches you, and reminds you that the unknown is where life begins.
What I Believe
My mission is relatively simple. I want to illustrate a different way of thinking to those that might also feel out of place in life or are trying to cultivate a new persona for themselves. The answer isn't hatred. The answer isn't self-indulgence. The answer certainly isn't red-pill philosophy.
It's a promise to oneself to never stop searching. Search for your highest self. Master your body, heart, and mind. Find more love for yourself and love for others. Build an insatiable curiosity that can only be satisfied through connections with others and reaching your potential. The "unknown" is what creates beauty in our lives.
The unknown that lies in natural landscapes we haven't yet explored. The unknown that lies in the souls of others we haven't yet met. The unknown that lies within our own capabilities that we haven't yet discovered.
Why I Built the Sanctuary
The Sanctuary is not just a place. It's a rite of passage.
A place to unplug, reconnect, and remember who you are.
Whether we're reflecting at a hidden Airbnb on the edge of a foreign city or cruising across landscapes in my muscle car, the mission is the same:
To create sacred space for seekers who want to evolve.
This Is Your Invitation
If something inside you knows you're capable of more - more clarity, more strength, more love - then you already belong here. Check out my upcoming self-mastery sanctuaries and join me on the road.
Your future self is calling. I'm just here to help you pick up the phone.